Humpty Dumpty sat on a [[wall]].
Humpty Dumpty had a great [[fall]].
All the king's horses and all the king's [[men]],
Couldn't put Humpty together [[again->wall]].
You climb up the imposing ediface to get a better view of the [[sky]], to free yourself from the chaos below.
the kingdom is in turmoil, it affected everyone, you included. you look up to forget, so that you don't remember how you lost [[everything]].(text-colour:navy)You look up into the endless clear blue firmament and feel
happiness for the first time. As you sit there in wonder your backside
begins to ache, reminding you painfully of what you are sitting on and
why you had come up here in the first place. You climbed that [[wall]]
to see if there was even the slimmest chance of making a fresh
[[start]].You
shift your weight to alleviate the numbness in your backside, only
slightly, it is nothing in comparison to the numbness of your day to day
existence. The freedom of the heavens would make it worth sitting
[[here->wall]] forever. As you are falling all you can see is the
[[sky]].A
sharp kick wakes you. The stench of filth and garbage permiates your
nostrils as you rise slightly, rubbing your head. You are alive, but are
you? You see a thin sliver of [[sky]] between the tall buildings. You
stand on your feet and begin to climb again. The man who woke you with a
sharp kick sternly barks; "Whats the matter with you?! You just fell
from the top of the [[wall]] and hit your head, is your mind broken or
something? Maybe if I let one of the horses kick you in the head you
might go back to normal [[again->wall]].your home, your life, you had it all in you hands, all within control. little did you realize it would all rot and fall through your fingers down onto the ground. you have nothing left anymore, nothing that could hold you down from floating away. that is why you look up at the [[sky]], that is why you wonder if it would be best to [[fall]] and break into a [[million pieces]]. shattered are your hopes and dreams. broken is your spirit. hopelessness and despair are all that you know of in a cycle of repetitive autonomy. you [[climb->wall]], then you [[fall]], and you do it [[again->wall]]. is this any way to live?
no.
you want to start over. you want to try again. you want a fresh [[start->one more chance]]Humpty Dumpty sat on a [[Wall]].
Humpty Dumpty had a great [[Fall]].
All the king's horses and all the king's [[Men]],
Couldn't put Humpty together [[Again]].
you want to climb the wall right now, maybe there is a clear answer there. whatever the case is, you feel happy up there. you may fall, again and again, but you can still get back up and try again. maybe then, you'll find what the [[Sky]] hides as you pull yourself back up the [[Wall]].A soft shake wakes you. The stench of filth and garbage is still there, filling
nostrils as you rise slightly, rubbing your head. it will not disappear even if he made a fresh start, not immdeiatly, but maybe one day it will. You are alive, truly. You see a thin sliver of [[Sky]] between the tall buildings. You stand on your feet and begin to climb again. The man who woke you with a sharp kick sternly barks; "is something the matter with you? You just fell
from the top of the [[Wall]] and hit your head, you should go see a doctor at least. Maybe he'll help you might go back to normal [[Again]].You shift your weight to alleviate the numbness in your backside, only
slightly, it is now the only time you feel numb. you slip and fall down onto the ground, it hurts, but nonetheless it does not hurt as much as it did before. this time you are free.
[[here->Wall]], long enough to feel like forever. As you are on the ground all you can see is the [[Sky]].you climbed up the all too familiar ediface. the [[Sky]] stetches out before you, revealing endless posibilities. (text-colour:red)[You look up into the endless clear blue firmament and feel
content for the first time.] As you sit there in wonder your backside
begins to ache, reminding you for what reason you are sitting on the wall and
why you had come up here in the first place. You climbed that [[Wall]]
to [[start->one more chance]] again, from scratch.